MY own personal 'ell

May 06
edmdma:

edmdma:

No makeup, a sleeveless skrillex hoodie, messy as fuck hair, and a cut lip. :c at least it is pretty out. 68 degrees with a breeze and little humidity…
Ive been playing outside with my mini doge for like 2 hours…only breaking to get a drink of water with him. He is all tuckered out now…hehh.
Also…I am probably the weirdest looking boy ever. Okay. Wow. Sorry.

omg. my face on my dash. now with 50 notes. reblogged by one of my favourite blogs. with a sweet tag that made me slap myself from feeling flattered. please excuse me while i go die.
this is literally a picture of what i look like when i first wake up in the morning…i cant believe people have actually reblogged/liked this. wtffff. 

no matter the blah blah, people will always reblog attractive people and animals… you are the former, no need to deny it, no need to feel bad, or made fun of, etc. you are attractive, scientific fact.

edmdma:

edmdma:

No makeup, a sleeveless skrillex hoodie, messy as fuck hair, and a cut lip. :c at least it is pretty out. 68 degrees with a breeze and little humidity…

Ive been playing outside with my mini doge for like 2 hours…only breaking to get a drink of water with him. He is all tuckered out now…hehh.

Also…I am probably the weirdest looking boy ever. Okay. Wow. Sorry.

omg. my face on my dash. now with 50 notes. reblogged by one of my favourite blogs. with a sweet tag that made me slap myself from feeling flattered. please excuse me while i go die.

this is literally a picture of what i look like when i first wake up in the morning…i cant believe people have actually reblogged/liked this. wtffff. 

no matter the blah blah, people will always reblog attractive people and animals… you are the former, no need to deny it, no need to feel bad, or made fun of, etc. you are attractive, scientific fact.

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Apr 22

ihatepeacocks:

The City of Steubenville, Ohio was covering up for its Star High School Football Stars who drugged and raped a 16 year old Girl. Then Anonymous stepped in….

Read Here

End Rape and DO NOT TOLERATE RAPE ENABLERS

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Apr 22
theblacksymphony:

If this is your husband, I have just endured a 2 hour train ride from Philadelphia listening to this loser and his friends brag about their multiple affairs and how their wives are too stupid to catch on. Oh, please reblog the shit out of this…

theblacksymphony:

If this is your husband, I have just endured a 2 hour train ride from Philadelphia listening to this loser and his friends brag about their multiple affairs and how their wives are too stupid to catch on. Oh, please reblog the shit out of this…

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Apr 22
i-am-lucky-rage:

Forest Fire on the outskirts of town. 

beautiful shot, still dislike fires like that when they provide such beauty

i-am-lucky-rage:

Forest Fire on the outskirts of town. 

beautiful shot, still dislike fires like that when they provide such beauty

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Mar 06
the actual #sunset after the plane left. #hdr

the actual #sunset after the plane left. #hdr

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Mar 06
contrail at #sunset #sky #airplane

contrail at #sunset #sky #airplane

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Nov 24

Does anyone still rave after the age of 21 →

moon-cosmic-power:

jaycosmicpower:

fearandloathinginnewyork:

I thought the ecstasy filled nights were a highschool thing or are people into getting crabs after graduation

what kind of people do you go to raves with tbh…..

Just because you were in it for the hype and the drugs clearly, doesn’t mean…

I may not be able to dance/participate in the same way I did prior to some medical issues going wonky, but that does not stop me from enjoying the music, or even the events (though I would enjoy them more if my body was on the same page as my mind for sure).

For the record, I am staring 50 years old in the face, I am not considered normal by many who know me, I started raving when a rave was an underground event you had to know someone who knew someone to even find out about them, etc.

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Oct 31

Someone do this & receive my eternal adoration

  • (ferked up and hit done too soon)
  • ABOUT YOU
  • 1. Are you more feminine or masculine?
  • The answer depends on many things... can't quite grow a "real" beard, never have been able to. Dye my hair weird colors, paint my nails, etc. t am perfectly comfortable being a straight guy, knitting, crocheting, cooking, etc.
  • 2. Are you tall or short?
  • on the tall end of medium
  • 3. What’s your favorite color?
  • There is only one colour, everything else just wants to be purple (the only color) or black (the only lack of color).
  • 4. What do you love about yourself?
  • at the moment the fact that I am alive, mostly functional, and heading toward some goals to improve all of this provided assistance with medical issues comes fast enough.
  • 5. What’s your greatest flaw?
  • never ask an autistic/aspie about their flaws, they will either writ an encyclopedia, or claim none.I also suspect that flaws are in the eye of the beholder more often than not.
  • 6. Do you see yourself differently than other people describe you?
  • not really these days, my youth was a bit problematic around this question tho.
  • 7. What are you really, really good at?
  • cooking, IT, photography (all three, full array of schooling in all three), loyalty, loving others.
  • 8. What’s something you’re bad at, but love?
  • arting in ways other than on a computer. hand sewing.
  • 9. What’s something people have tried to force you to do?
  • I have had religion stuffed down my throat since birth.
  • 10. How do you spend your free time?
  • chatting/browsing online.
  • 11. Describe the way you dress in one sentence.
  • my "old man uniform" is sweats (short or long) and a t-shirt, socks + some combination of awesome black and purple DCs | sandals | crocs | slippers
  • 12. Have you ever gotten your nails professionally painted?
  • quite often, especially when the staff is cute and ok with a full manicure for an old-ish man.
  • 13. What is the most insulting thing anyone has said to you?
  • next question. (the list is too large because this is a black or white question for me)
  • 14. Favorite game?
  • too many to list a favorite, it will change from situation to situation.
  • 15. What color is your hair?
  • originally VERY dark red + black + white (not gray), as I have aged the white went gray first, then the red started lightening and finally went gray, the black is almost all black.
  • I generally bleach and dye some combination of purple, red, blue, or cyan.
  • PHILOSOPHY
  • 16. Do you believe in god?
  • I am a VERY spiritual person, I am an anti-religious person for the most part.
  • 17. Is men’s rights a thing?
  • RIGHTS is a thing, totally inclusive, totally NOT exclusive.Building one group up at the expense of another is unfair no matter which direction, what the subject, etc.
  • 18. Does love really exist?
  • yes indeed.
  • 19. Can science explain everything, eventually?
  • yes, if scientist stick to the scientific process and quit allowing themselves to be bought or manipulated by financial motives/sources.
  • 20. Are we raised into what we love, or do we come to love it based on how we were raised?
  • d. All of the above and below.
  • 21. How do you feel about the school system?
  • In the USA, where I hail from by birth, the school system is nearly tied with the political, justice, and medical systems for bottom of any positive list.
  • BROKEN is a one word answer.
  • 22. Do you believe in fate/destiny?
  • I believe in the butterfly effect, I believe there are events that must happen in order to drive another event even many many years later.
  • that may be called fate or destiny I suppose.
  • 23. What is art?
  • yes. (generally anything meant to be experienced through our senses)
  • 24. Do we define ourselves, or does our past?
  • yes, or now, depending on each situation.
  • 25. What happens after we die?
  • we come back to this universe until we have learned what we need to progress to the next level, rinse, lather, repeat.
  • 26. Do humans matter--tiny specs on a floating piece of rock in a solar 27. system in a galaxy in an infinite universe?
  • as a species on a single planet, no, not really.
  • 28. Is there good in everyone?
  • yes, tho finding it may require serious tools.
  • 29. Does apathy really exist?
  • indeed.
  • 29. Is human life only valuable because our society makes it?
  • human life is more valuable than any other life (animal or plant) because society makes it that way... there are still many societies who take a different view.
  • 30. How do you feel about society, the vague “they” blamed for everything?
  • LOVEY-DOVEY PREFERENCE STUFF
  • I dislike preferential treatment for anything.
  • 31. What gender do you prefer?
  • depends on the activity/situation at hand.
  • 32. What’s the first thing you notice about someone?
  • usually eyes, can also be tattoos, body build, etc. but eyes mostly
  • 33. Could you love someone you found ugly?
  • I think ugly is a state of mind more than a state of being, would be darned difficult to love someone who I found ugly, however what I find ugly a state of mind/
  • 34. Favorite hair color?
  • somewhere between "hair??" and "whatever" tho purple is always a favorite, bleached to platinum is also good, natural redheads, etc.
  • 35. Favorite eye color?
  • purple, bloodshot, clear, too deep (I know most of those aren't colors, eye color is generally a bad predictor of anything except eye color, thus not worth having a favorite.
  • 36. Ideal height?
  • depends on the situation.
  • 37. Describe, personality-wise, what your ideal boy/girlfriend would be like?
  • not grouchy, not forceful.
  • 38. Describe, appearance-wise, what your ideal boy/girlfriend would be like?
  • themselves, not an advertising approved photoshopped and plasticized Matel doll.
  • 39. What do you look for--brains or looks?
  • often the two go hand in hand. Society defines looks as opposite to brains, and for the wrong reasons.
  • 40. Could you fall in love online?
  • YES
  • 41. How much of an age cap can you handle?
  • legal and consenting.
  • 42. How would you introduce yourself on a blind date?
  • using my name as I desire it to be (as in what I want to be called)
  • 43. Could you forgive a cheater?
  • breaking the rules of a relationship (any relationship) is serious business, everyone deserves a 2nd chance. 3rd to nth chances are to be determined in each situation.
  • 44. Is lying about something serious as bad as cheating?
  • too many variables to answer in simple terms
  • 45. Right now, you could call the person you like/love (if you aren’t dating/engaged/married already), or show up at their front door, and just confess or kiss them or whatever. What’s stopping you?
  • nothing ATM

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Oct 26
who wants to guess why I can not finish putting my freshly laundered clothes away… #bellatrix #cats #catporn

who wants to guess why I can not finish putting my freshly laundered clothes away… #bellatrix #cats #catporn

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Oct 05
lauraunbound:

We break from your regularly scheduled program to bring you this:
You don’t know what you think you know about the clitoris 
Everything in that article is fucking amazing.
 And now back to your show!

lauraunbound:

We break from your regularly scheduled program to bring you this:

You don’t know what you think you know about the clitoris

Everything in that article is fucking amazing.


And now back to your show!

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Aug 29
#bellatrix quite unimpressed with the kiss+cuddle process #cats #catporn

#bellatrix quite unimpressed with the kiss+cuddle process #cats #catporn

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Aug 29
#rajah now that mom is done he needs dad to put down the camera and give him some proper/kissless loving #cats #catporn

#rajah now that mom is done he needs dad to put down the camera and give him some proper/kissless loving #cats #catporn

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Aug 29
#rajah not completely impressed at being cuddled/kissed by mom, not as unimpressed as bella in a moment

#rajah not completely impressed at being cuddled/kissed by mom, not as unimpressed as bella in a moment

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Aug 21

Restore the United States’ human rights record and grant clemency to Pvt. Bradley Manning! | We the People: Your Voice in Our Government →

Spread this, sign this, etc.

Let’s return our country to a better place!

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Aug 19
#cloudporn #hdr #artistic

#cloudporn #hdr #artistic

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